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suicide is the cowards way out, i am a spartan no retreat no surrender.
what ever you say until you have faced it you can say anything

what ever you say until you have faced it you can say anything
had the gun in one hand , and the hose in th next. want more details,suicide is still the cowards way out

had the gun in one hand , and the hose in th next. want more details,suicide is still the cowards way out
i was gone comment about a previous comment but this is a bery sensitive subject

had the gun in one hand , and the hose in th next. want more details,suicide is still the cowards way out
did some one find you and stop you??

i was gone comment about a previous comment but this is a bery sensitive subject
you wont know unless you ask, so shoot away(no pun intended)

did some one find you and stop you??
no reality kicked in. how would me taking my life add to any thing .this life is not mine to give up on or to take away, the same way ythe jude would say in court whne the pass judegmnet on fellons that was the stand i had to take . listen up for a minute if you please.
When my faince died i thought life as I knew it was no more I had no right to life because she had passaed on.I was riddled with guilt becuase i thought i should have been in that car with her and that she was coming back to her place to place a call to me. I blamed myself over and over for her demise. I had the choice of many guns to choose from but I chose life . In her dieing a young man in new york has a new lease on life with her kidneys, in her dieing a young family man who lives in northcarolina has a new hart and can now take his osn out to football games.In me committing suicide who would have benefiit, just me just selfish me,I wont reply to this again but in closing suicide is not only the cowards way out it is allso the selfish way out . All you see is your pain and not the ones you leave behind .
The end

Thanks for sticking around. You make life here on BI interesting and entertaining.

Thanks for sticking around. You make life here on BI interesting and entertaining.
its the cowards way out, plus i need to give back .

no reality kicked in. You were hurting and I am very sorry for your loss But you were not going to kill yourself. You though about it but you did not actualy act on it thats 2 very different places Its like swallowing pills and then calling for help the intend was not suicide. You have never been in that place on the inside you only looked at it from a distance. how would me taking my life add to any thing .this life is not mine to give up on or to take away, the same way ythe jude would say in court whne the pass judegmnet on fellons that was the stand i had to take . listen up for a minute if you please.
When my faince died i thought life as I knew it was no more I had no right to life because she had passaed on.I was riddled with guilt becuase i thought i should have been in that car with her and that she was coming back to her place to place a call to me. I blamed myself over and over for her demise. I had the choice of many guns to choose from but I chose life . In her dieing a young man in new york has a new lease on life with her kidneys, in her dieing a young family man who lives in northcarolina has a new hart and can now take his osn out to football games.In me committing suicide who would have benefiit, just me just selfish me,I wont reply to this again but in closing suicide is not only the cowards way out it is allso the selfish way out . All you see is your pain and not the ones you leave behind .
The end

You were hurting and I am very sorry for your loss But you were not going to kill yourself. You though about it but you did not actualy act on it thats 2 very different places Its like swallowing pills and then calling for help the intend was not suicide. You have never been in that place on the inside you only looked at it from a distance.
sumtimes i just dont get u dred, u seek attention n understanding, u always try to educate us on issues u feel are important but whenever someone has a similar experience to urs, u always put them down as if they cant add up to urs. You validate people's claim that the only person you are concerned about is yourself, narcissistic . Examples of you putting people down who share a familiar story is the post above where you make the claim that TM still doesnt know about attempting suicide, (bishop u was rite i shuldna bite me tunge) he stated he had a gun to his head n in the other hand tubing but unlike you saved the intimate details. Another example of your putting people down is in the case of the royale person and those like aboi, they were born male but converted themselves to resemble the female. You say transexual n transgendered is different but is it really. its in their heads to transition/change and then it manifest itself in the physical. You seem so condescending when you do that, you guys shud be united but it seems that pettyness like you labelin is keepin u guys cause down. COme on do betta, urs is not the voice of authenticity so stop acting like it

sumtimes i just dont get u dred, u seek attention n understanding, u always try to educate us on issues u feel are important but whenever someone has a similar experience to urs, u always put them down as if they cant add up to urs. You validate people's claim that the only person you are concerned about is yourself, narcissistic . Examples of you putting people down who share a familiar story is the post above where you make the claim that TM still doesnt know about attempting suicide, (bishop u was rite i shuldna bite me tunge) he stated he had a gun to his head n in the other hand tubing but unlike you saved the intimate details. Another example of your putting people down is in the case of the royale person and those like aboi, they were born male but converted themselves to resemble the female. You say transexual n transgendered is different but is it really. its in their heads to transition/change and then it manifest itself in the physical. You seem so condescending when you do that, you guys shud be united but it seems that pettyness like you labelin is keepin u guys cause down. COme on do betta, urs is not the voice of authenticity so stop acting like it



Couldn't have said it better...I was wondering who is this Vicky person to tell TM he doesn't know anything about suicide....chile please

You were hurting and I am very sorry for your loss But you were not going to kill yourself. You though about it but you did not actualy act on it thats 2 very different places Its like swallowing pills and then calling for help the intend was not suicide. You have never been in that place on the inside you only looked at it from a distance.

How presumptuous of you. How do you know? Do you two share one brain?? I guess you have the monopoly on pain and suicide. Why couldn't you have left it at You were hurting and I am very sorry for your loss ???

You were hurting and I am very sorry for your loss But you were not going to kill yourself. You though about it but you did not actualy act on it thats 2 very different places Its like swallowing pills and then calling for help the intend was not suicide. You have never been in that place on the inside you only looked at it from a distance.
You sit in your little corner and try to trivalise my hurt.
I promised i wont feed you any further as i need to be at the regatta site . but here goes.
The place Troy Alabama the time 1.20am the weapon of choice a 38 specail with hollowed point tips . the objective, kill myself. placed gun to head and pulled ,the first time the safty was off , place gun to head and pulled, the second time bullet not lined up in the chambers, placed gun to head heard when phone rang .
Is that graphic enough for you . Is that distant enough for you , have i now been to this place you speak of or should the bullet have gone off.Am i now at that place you speak of .
listen vicky (i wont call you otherwise)there comes a time when we shout loud enough and someone will here , i have been here long enough to see some trends and i do beleive that you are crying out, unfortunatly i cant help you but i no a man called Jesus who can ,in that dark hotel room he allowed the phone to ring the phone is now ringing for you my freind. that morning i fell mon my knees and allowed him to wash me of all my sins, i was given a new lease on life and this to can be yours if you want it. I come not to condenm you but to let you know that there is life in this man called
Jesus .I was caught up in the life vicky and gave it all up cars women houses money all for him .I am not perfect vicky and i dont hit out at you nor your beliefs but, had it not been for his love I would be streched out dead in a hotel room of highway 110 in alabama./
I lost the onyl woman I have ever loved but i gained the greatest lover anyman could ever have his name is Jesus.
Becuse of his love i can now find space in my hart to love others and I say on open forum I love you vicky i dont love your stand on some things but i love you .God loves you .So please dont tell me I have not been there . You are crying out for help and I say again I am not trained in that area but I no a man who is call on him ,Jesus . Suicide is not the way. its not your life and i still say that its the cowards way out .
have a bless day .

Couldn't have said it better...I was wondering who is this Vicky person to tell TM he doesn't know anything about suicide....chile please



Muddasick .......I ga use that dread words..BI IS A SOOTING RELEAF BOL

My attempted suicide was better dan your attemptemted suicide
No mines....
No mines....BOL

Those who truly know suicide are not here to tell:hammer: